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we're a broken people living under loaded gun.
16 April 2020 @ 03:14 pm
10 January 2012 @ 02:03 pm
[So, Heero has been back for a few days, and it's sort of not really occurred to him that he hasn't actually formally announced this to anyone. He may have graduated, but he is still not exactly a totally functional human being in the traditional sense.
He switches on the video feed, and those who are familiar with him may notice he seems a little older, but otherwise seems much the same. Also he's alive! And a warden now! So those are pluses.]
My door handle broke, and the toolkit I've got with me doesn't have an appropriate screwdriver to put it back together. Does anyone have one I could borrow?
[Pause. Realization that that was a weird ass way of announcing to everyone that he was back.] For anyone interested, I've decided to come back as a warden. The situation at home has resolved itself.
[Private to Kay]
I visited Cooper. He's doing well.
[Private to David]
[And he is holding up his new PS3 controller.] Thank you?
[This is equal parts 'what am I supposed to do with this' and 'I'm surprised you didn't get me like, a decapitated small animal as a warning or something'.]
He switches on the video feed, and those who are familiar with him may notice he seems a little older, but otherwise seems much the same. Also he's alive! And a warden now! So those are pluses.]
My door handle broke, and the toolkit I've got with me doesn't have an appropriate screwdriver to put it back together. Does anyone have one I could borrow?
[Pause. Realization that that was a weird ass way of announcing to everyone that he was back.] For anyone interested, I've decided to come back as a warden. The situation at home has resolved itself.
[Private to Kay]
I visited Cooper. He's doing well.
[Private to David]
[And he is holding up his new PS3 controller.] Thank you?
[This is equal parts 'what am I supposed to do with this' and 'I'm surprised you didn't get me like, a decapitated small animal as a warning or something'.]
14 December 2011 @ 08:25 pm
When I first got here, many people assumed because I was a soldier that I was here because I was fighting on the wrong side, and I needed to learn that my methods were wrong or that I was fighting for a cause that didn't need to be fought for. They were wrong.
I was here as an inmate because I let myself get so caught up in the mistakes I'd made that I lost sight of what we were actually fighting for, and wanted to throw my life away at any opportunity instead of caring about what we were trying to accomplish. I'm leaving to finish what was started because I know it's the right thing to do.
I may be back, if given the opportunity. But I can't spend any more time here acting like I don't have anywhere else to go.
[Filtered to Friends.]
Thank you.
[Private to Olive]
I don't think where I'm going is a suitable environment for a cat.
( Letter to Santa: Olive, Kay, Rhade, Una, Chromie, Rinzler, Brax (+ Sherry), Cooper, Ariadne, David )
I was here as an inmate because I let myself get so caught up in the mistakes I'd made that I lost sight of what we were actually fighting for, and wanted to throw my life away at any opportunity instead of caring about what we were trying to accomplish. I'm leaving to finish what was started because I know it's the right thing to do.
I may be back, if given the opportunity. But I can't spend any more time here acting like I don't have anywhere else to go.
[Filtered to Friends.]
Thank you.
[Private to Olive]
I don't think where I'm going is a suitable environment for a cat.
( Letter to Santa: Olive, Kay, Rhade, Una, Chromie, Rinzler, Brax (+ Sherry), Cooper, Ariadne, David )
05 December 2011 @ 11:10 am
[Inmate Filter]
Where would you go if you graduated tomorrow?
I'm not asking in the sense of do you want to leave the Barge. Given an option of going wherever you want assuming you could leave the Barge tomorrow, would you want to return to your home universe?
[Someone has been doing some thinking about his options, and this may or may not be him finally actually being almost ready to get out of here.]
Where would you go if you graduated tomorrow?
I'm not asking in the sense of do you want to leave the Barge. Given an option of going wherever you want assuming you could leave the Barge tomorrow, would you want to return to your home universe?
[Someone has been doing some thinking about his options, and this may or may not be him finally actually being almost ready to get out of here.]
29 November 2011 @ 05:54 pm
[Hey guys, Heero's back, and is now being brought in from after episode sixteen, for the curious/Gundam Wing savvy. He looks pretty much the same as usual, maybe a little paler and skinnier, although anyone who actually knows him well might be able to tell he's looking a little confused, because by his personal calendar, it shouldn't still be November.]
... It's only been two weeks. It feels like it should have been longer.
Although I guess given the state of that flood, I shouldn't be complaining. [Was that... maybe kind of a joke? His tone is still as dry as ever, so good luck making a call on that one.]
Has anything else significant happened? [He already knows, given his network stalking ways, but he's more interested in hearing people's opinions on the matter after the fact.]
[Infirmary Filter]
[Hnnn he kind of hates to do this, but:] I'm in need of some minor medical assistance.
[Filtered to Friends - if you think you're on it, you are.]
Report.
[Private to Kay]
... I need to talk to you.
[Private to Olive]
[Hey Olive. Your network stalking inmate noticed your escapades while he was gone. :V] I'm sorry I left.
... It's only been two weeks. It feels like it should have been longer.
Although I guess given the state of that flood, I shouldn't be complaining. [Was that... maybe kind of a joke? His tone is still as dry as ever, so good luck making a call on that one.]
Has anything else significant happened? [He already knows, given his network stalking ways, but he's more interested in hearing people's opinions on the matter after the fact.]
[Infirmary Filter]
[Hnnn he kind of hates to do this, but:] I'm in need of some minor medical assistance.
[Filtered to Friends - if you think you're on it, you are.]
Report.
[Private to Kay]
... I need to talk to you.
[Private to Olive]
[Hey Olive. Your network stalking inmate noticed your escapades while he was gone. :V] I'm sorry I left.
12 November 2011 @ 01:09 pm
[Heero has been debating posting anything. There's not really anyone from back home he wants to talk to, and he's not super interested in talking to everyone else on the network, but.
Okay fine, there's at least one person he's interested in talking to.]
... Cooper?
[ooc: No restrictions on Heero, feel free to tackle him with whoever!]
Okay fine, there's at least one person he's interested in talking to.]
... Cooper?
[ooc: No restrictions on Heero, feel free to tackle him with whoever!]
05 November 2011 @ 09:54 pm
I'd accepted a long time ago that there are some things about this place we'll probably never fully understand based on the science available to us, but it's too bad that even after an incident like that, we still don't understand how this place actually works. Not surprising, but disappointing.
... There are far worse things than being stuck in space for three days.
[Infirmary Filter]
If there's any way I can help in the wake of what happened, I'd like to offer my assistance.
[Private to Una]
Are you alright?
[Private to Olive]
I don't really want to push the issue now that the crisis is over, but I still think you should look into some self defense lessons if you're planning on staying here.
And I want a weapon.
... We probably need to talk about some other things, too.
... There are far worse things than being stuck in space for three days.
[Infirmary Filter]
If there's any way I can help in the wake of what happened, I'd like to offer my assistance.
[Private to Una]
Are you alright?
[Private to Olive]
I don't really want to push the issue now that the crisis is over, but I still think you should look into some self defense lessons if you're planning on staying here.
And I want a weapon.
... We probably need to talk about some other things, too.
26 October 2011 @ 04:33 pm
Who was investigating the phenomenon before port?
[Private to Olive]
I need a weapon.
[Friends Filter - Una, Rinzler, Rhade, Kay, Brax, Slade, Ariadne]
Check in.
[Private to Olive]
I need a weapon.
[Friends Filter - Una, Rinzler, Rhade, Kay, Brax, Slade, Ariadne]
Check in.
27 September 2011 @ 08:37 pm
I don't usually talk about myself because I've been trained to keep everything private, and to not get close to other people. Friendships and allies are connections I shouldn't need to get my job done correctly.
But I miss Cooper and I don't know how to handle that. I've never had an adult actually care about me like that before outside of being a weapon or a soldier to train. I think Odin cared, but he didn't show it the way most of you would expect a parent to. Cooper knew what I was capable of, but he still looked out for me.
I feel like the Barge is wearing away walls I need to do my job correctly, if I ever went home. But I actually don't really give a damn about what I did. I regret some of the deaths my orders were responsible for, but the cause wasn't really mine to fight for. I just followed orders because I don't know how to do anything else. I know I was fighting for the right side, I just don't care about the outcome of the war itself.
Also I think you're all ridiculous for assuming that just because I'm a teenager that I'm not particularly capable or dangerous. I'm probably responsible for more deaths than most of you.
[Private to Olive]
I want to talk about this with you but don't know how to ask you about it.
[Private to Naoto]
I am incredibly embarrassed about how my port counterpart acted during our "dragon hunt" and I hope you aren't planning on making any assumptions about me based on who I was there because thus far I respect you.
[ooc: lol affected. c: This will all be retroactively private when the flood is over.]
But I miss Cooper and I don't know how to handle that. I've never had an adult actually care about me like that before outside of being a weapon or a soldier to train. I think Odin cared, but he didn't show it the way most of you would expect a parent to. Cooper knew what I was capable of, but he still looked out for me.
I feel like the Barge is wearing away walls I need to do my job correctly, if I ever went home. But I actually don't really give a damn about what I did. I regret some of the deaths my orders were responsible for, but the cause wasn't really mine to fight for. I just followed orders because I don't know how to do anything else. I know I was fighting for the right side, I just don't care about the outcome of the war itself.
Also I think you're all ridiculous for assuming that just because I'm a teenager that I'm not particularly capable or dangerous. I'm probably responsible for more deaths than most of you.
[Private to Olive]
I want to talk about this with you but don't know how to ask you about it.
[Private to Naoto]
I am incredibly embarrassed about how my port counterpart acted during our "dragon hunt" and I hope you aren't planning on making any assumptions about me based on who I was there because thus far I respect you.
[ooc: lol affected. c: This will all be retroactively private when the flood is over.]
05 September 2011 @ 01:02 pm
[Filtered to people Heero cares about likes okay: Olive, Cooper, Slade, Kay, Brax, Rhade, Una, Rinzler.]
I'm awake. What happened while I was out?
[This is his way of asking how everyone is, he's already stalked the hell out of the network.]
I'm awake. What happened while I was out?
[This is his way of asking how everyone is, he's already stalked the hell out of the network.]
18 August 2011 @ 08:38 pm
[Filtered to Wardens minus Olive]
I've had enough of this place.
I've spoken about pacifism at great length here. That it can be achieved and upheld, but now I'm beginning to think I was wrong.
I want to see it from the other side. I want to be able to defend myself here. I'm tired of being the victim and being seen as weak.
I want to learn how to use a weapon.
[Private to Cooper]
Where are you?
[ooc: Heero is unaffected, and will not be trying too hard to act like he is. His counterpart is a pacifist, basically defenseless and tries to help as much as he can, and acts a lot like Relena, which will mean Heero is now majorly drawing from his experience with her to try to approximate how to act.]
I've had enough of this place.
I've spoken about pacifism at great length here. That it can be achieved and upheld, but now I'm beginning to think I was wrong.
I want to see it from the other side. I want to be able to defend myself here. I'm tired of being the victim and being seen as weak.
I want to learn how to use a weapon.
[Private to Cooper]
Where are you?
[ooc: Heero is unaffected, and will not be trying too hard to act like he is. His counterpart is a pacifist, basically defenseless and tries to help as much as he can, and acts a lot like Relena, which will mean Heero is now majorly drawing from his experience with her to try to approximate how to act.]
07 August 2011 @ 04:45 pm
A while ago, I asked if humanity had made contact with aliens by the time period of others on the Barge. It seemed like most people had at least sent people into space. We've set up space colonies orbiting Earth, but we haven't made first contact with any alien lifeforms yet. Space travel isn't necessarily uncommon, but only politicians and military officials frequently travel between Earth and the Colonies.
What's considered normal technology for your world? Is commercial space travel available?
[Private to Slade]
I'm still interested in sparring, assuming another flood isn't going to hit in the next few hours.
What's considered normal technology for your world? Is commercial space travel available?
[Private to Slade]
I'm still interested in sparring, assuming another flood isn't going to hit in the next few hours.
30 July 2011 @ 08:35 pm
[Filtered from Hoffman, Slick and David, because someone is paranoid.]
[It's taken some effort, but Heero has managed to get his paws on his communicator and turned the video feed on. He's an African Blackfooted Cat - which are about the same size as/a little smaller than the average house cat. Basically, tiny, adorable little things that will fuck up your shit if you bother it.
His ears flick back for a moment, and generally he looks kind of annoyed by his present situation, but it could have been much worse.]
Olive. Where are you?
[Filtered to "People hesort of cares about", but hasn't talked to already: Cooper, Kay, Una, Brax.]
Are you affected?
[It's taken some effort, but Heero has managed to get his paws on his communicator and turned the video feed on. He's an African Blackfooted Cat - which are about the same size as/a little smaller than the average house cat. Basically, tiny, adorable little things that will fuck up your shit if you bother it.
His ears flick back for a moment, and generally he looks kind of annoyed by his present situation, but it could have been much worse.]
Olive. Where are you?
[Filtered to "People he
Are you affected?
16 July 2011 @ 11:55 pm
[Whoever had come up with a dinosaur theme park was an idiot. Period. End of story. Olive had explained the concept of Jurassic Park, and now more than ever, Heero hated the fact that he didn't have a gun. Not that one would do much good against one of the larger ones, but against a raptor, if he was fast enough, he could have a chance.
Of course, there was always the option of throwing himself in front of one to protect Olive, but that would only buy her so much time, and she'd sort of proved already that she had no idea how to survive by herself.
So far, they'd been lucky. The only dinosaurs they'd encountered were small or ignored them entirely, and as night was falling on the first day, they'd stopped to make camp. Heero had made sure to check the perimeter for tracks and other signs of the animals and found none, and headed back to see Olive trying to do... something.
An eyebrow was raised slightly.]
What are you doing?
Of course, there was always the option of throwing himself in front of one to protect Olive, but that would only buy her so much time, and she'd sort of proved already that she had no idea how to survive by herself.
So far, they'd been lucky. The only dinosaurs they'd encountered were small or ignored them entirely, and as night was falling on the first day, they'd stopped to make camp. Heero had made sure to check the perimeter for tracks and other signs of the animals and found none, and headed back to see Olive trying to do... something.
An eyebrow was raised slightly.]
What are you doing?
27 June 2011 @ 10:05 pm
Has anyone figured out what the flood's affects are?
[Filtered separately to Olive, Cooper, Slade, Rhade and Kay]
Are you affected?
( Spam for flood stuff. c: )
[ooc: Heero is affected, so if you want to run into him, he will parrot back whatever you're feeling, and he can be just about anywhere on the Barge if you want him to be. That said, I'd prefer crackier interactions to SRS BSNS DRAMA, although that doesn't mean Heero can't be approached by depressed/grumpy people. <3]
[Filtered separately to Olive, Cooper, Slade, Rhade and Kay]
Are you affected?
( Spam for flood stuff. c: )
[ooc: Heero is affected, so if you want to run into him, he will parrot back whatever you're feeling, and he can be just about anywhere on the Barge if you want him to be. That said, I'd prefer crackier interactions to SRS BSNS DRAMA, although that doesn't mean Heero can't be approached by depressed/grumpy people. <3]
15 June 2011 @ 10:29 pm
Treize is gone.
[...]
How many of you have people from your own universe here?
[Filtered to Slade, Graham and Bourne]
Has anyone made a report about what happened?
[Private to Cooper]
How's Zero?
[...]
How many of you have people from your own universe here?
[Filtered to Slade, Graham and Bourne]
Has anyone made a report about what happened?
[Private to Cooper]
How's Zero?
04 June 2011 @ 09:05 pm
26 May 2011 @ 10:25 pm
[When he speaks, Heero sounds like someone who's had a long day full of headache inducing Barge shenanigans, which indeed he has. He's even forgotten to filter this post away from Treize.]
Is... Is anyone else hearing explosions?
[Private to Ariadne]
I had some - [There's a pause. The "explosions" have been getting louder and his headache worse since the start of the day and it takes him a couple seconds to get his focus back.] Questions. About the breach.
Is... Is anyone else hearing explosions?
[Private to Ariadne]
I had some - [There's a pause. The "explosions" have been getting louder and his headache worse since the start of the day and it takes him a couple seconds to get his focus back.] Questions. About the breach.
20 May 2011 @ 12:43 pm
Perhaps this is not very Christian of me to admit to, but I am glad that the murderer of Miss Parker is going to be swiftly brought to justice for all he has done, both to us and to others like us.
[Private to Cooper]
I need to speak with you.
[Private to Una]
I know.
[ooc: This is Henry Pearson, Una's - and Cooper's - son. He's still fifteen, still kind of quiet and linefacey, but basically a pretty average kid in this breach.]
[Private to Cooper]
I need to speak with you.
[Private to Una]
I know.
[ooc: This is Henry Pearson, Una's - and Cooper's - son. He's still fifteen, still kind of quiet and linefacey, but basically a pretty average kid in this breach.]
12 May 2011 @ 09:24 pm
[Filtered away from Treize]
[The feed clicks on, but there's a short pause between it and Heero actually speaking.]
In the event that an inmate's crimes and reason for being here aren't obvious, even with the help of a file, how are they ever actually "redeemed"?
[There's a pause like he's going to say something else, but he switches off the feed instead.]
[Private to Ariadne]
Treize is here.
[Private to Cooper]
You spar?
[ooc: Still on hiatus, but Heero couldn't not say anything in response to Treize being here.]
[The feed clicks on, but there's a short pause between it and Heero actually speaking.]
In the event that an inmate's crimes and reason for being here aren't obvious, even with the help of a file, how are they ever actually "redeemed"?
[There's a pause like he's going to say something else, but he switches off the feed instead.]
[Private to Ariadne]
Treize is here.
[Private to Cooper]
You spar?
[ooc: Still on hiatus, but Heero couldn't not say anything in response to Treize being here.]