[Heero has been debating posting anything. There's not really anyone from back home he wants to talk to, and he's not super interested in talking to everyone else on the network, but.

Okay fine, there's at least one person he's interested in talking to.]

... Cooper?

[ooc: No restrictions on Heero, feel free to tackle him with whoever!]

I don't usually talk about myself because I've been trained to keep everything private, and to not get close to other people. Friendships and allies are connections I shouldn't need to get my job done correctly.

But I miss Cooper and I don't know how to handle that. I've never had an adult actually care about me like that before outside of being a weapon or a soldier to train. I think Odin cared, but he didn't show it the way most of you would expect a parent to. Cooper knew what I was capable of, but he still looked out for me.

I feel like the Barge is wearing away walls I need to do my job correctly, if I ever went home. But I actually don't really give a damn about what I did. I regret some of the deaths my orders were responsible for, but the cause wasn't really mine to fight for. I just followed orders because I don't know how to do anything else. I know I was fighting for the right side, I just don't care about the outcome of the war itself.

Also I think you're all ridiculous for assuming that just because I'm a teenager that I'm not particularly capable or dangerous. I'm probably responsible for more deaths than most of you.

[Private to Olive]

I want to talk about this with you but don't know how to ask you about it.

[Private to Naoto]

I am incredibly embarrassed about how my port counterpart acted during our "dragon hunt" and I hope you aren't planning on making any assumptions about me based on who I was there because thus far I respect you.

[ooc: lol affected. c: This will all be retroactively private when the flood is over.]

[Filtered to people Heero cares about likes okay: Olive, Cooper, Slade, Kay, Brax, Rhade, Una, Rinzler.]

I'm awake. What happened while I was out?

[This is his way of asking how everyone is, he's already stalked the hell out of the network.]

[Filtered to Wardens minus Olive]

I've had enough of this place.

I've spoken about pacifism at great length here. That it can be achieved and upheld, but now I'm beginning to think I was wrong.

I want to see it from the other side. I want to be able to defend myself here. I'm tired of being the victim and being seen as weak.

I want to learn how to use a weapon.

[Private to Cooper]
Where are you?

[ooc: Heero is unaffected, and will not be trying too hard to act like he is. His counterpart is a pacifist, basically defenseless and tries to help as much as he can, and acts a lot like Relena, which will mean Heero is now majorly drawing from his experience with her to try to approximate how to act.]

Has anyone figured out what the flood's affects are?

[Filtered separately to  Olive, Cooper, Slade, Rhade and Kay]

Are you affected?

( Spam for flood stuff. c: )

[ooc: Heero is affected, so if you want to run into him, he will parrot back whatever you're feeling, and he can be just about anywhere on the Barge if you want him to be. That said, I'd prefer crackier interactions to SRS BSNS DRAMA, although that doesn't mean Heero can't be approached by depressed/grumpy people. <3]

Treize is gone.

[...]

How many of you have people from your own universe here?

[Filtered to Slade, Graham and Bourne]

Has anyone made a report about what happened?

[Private to Cooper]

How's Zero?

Perhaps this is not very Christian of me to admit to, but I am glad that the murderer of Miss Parker is going to be swiftly brought to justice for all he has done, both to us and to others like us.

[Private to Cooper]

I need to speak with you.

[Private to Una]

I know.

[ooc: This is Henry Pearson, Una's - and Cooper's - son. He's still fifteen, still kind of quiet and linefacey, but basically a pretty average kid in this breach.]