I don't usually talk about myself because I've been trained to keep everything private, and to not get close to other people. Friendships and allies are connections I shouldn't need to get my job done correctly.

But I miss Cooper and I don't know how to handle that. I've never had an adult actually care about me like that before outside of being a weapon or a soldier to train. I think Odin cared, but he didn't show it the way most of you would expect a parent to. Cooper knew what I was capable of, but he still looked out for me.

I feel like the Barge is wearing away walls I need to do my job correctly, if I ever went home. But I actually don't really give a damn about what I did. I regret some of the deaths my orders were responsible for, but the cause wasn't really mine to fight for. I just followed orders because I don't know how to do anything else. I know I was fighting for the right side, I just don't care about the outcome of the war itself.

Also I think you're all ridiculous for assuming that just because I'm a teenager that I'm not particularly capable or dangerous. I'm probably responsible for more deaths than most of you.

[Private to Olive]

I want to talk about this with you but don't know how to ask you about it.

[Private to Naoto]

I am incredibly embarrassed about how my port counterpart acted during our "dragon hunt" and I hope you aren't planning on making any assumptions about me based on who I was there because thus far I respect you.

[ooc: lol affected. c: This will all be retroactively private when the flood is over.]

[Filtered from Hoffman, Slick and David, because someone is paranoid.]

[It's taken some effort, but Heero has managed to get his paws on his communicator and turned the video feed on. He's an African Blackfooted Cat - which are about the same size as/a little smaller than the average house cat. Basically, tiny, adorable little things that will fuck up your shit if you bother it.

His ears flick back for a moment, and generally he looks kind of annoyed by his present situation, but it could have been much worse.]

Olive. Where are you?

[Filtered to "People he sort of cares about", but hasn't talked to already:  Cooper, Kay, Una, Brax.]

Are you affected?

Has anyone figured out what the flood's affects are?

[Filtered separately to  Olive, Cooper, Slade, Rhade and Kay]

Are you affected?

( Spam for flood stuff. c: )

[ooc: Heero is affected, so if you want to run into him, he will parrot back whatever you're feeling, and he can be just about anywhere on the Barge if you want him to be. That said, I'd prefer crackier interactions to SRS BSNS DRAMA, although that doesn't mean Heero can't be approached by depressed/grumpy people. <3]

[When he speaks, Heero sounds like someone who's had a long day full of headache inducing Barge shenanigans, which indeed he has. He's even forgotten to filter this post away from Treize.]

Is... Is anyone else hearing explosions?

[Private to Ariadne]

I had some - [There's a pause. The "explosions" have been getting louder and his headache worse since the start of the day and it takes him a couple seconds to get his focus back.] Questions. About the breach.